contrary

i looked at her from afar
and watched her walk away
knowing shell be gone
secretly hoping not for long
if i could just touch you hoping u wont get lost or lonely
i know its a long ride back
so let me sit beside you
where in your arms i shall lay
hoping you'd take me back after it all
it wasn't that bad

i told you i'd never let you down
or let you go
close to my heart is where i promised to keep you so
its somewhere where they'll never get to you
its the love i feel the one flowing from you
its not the end its just beginning

train door closes, and my eyes let go refusing to see you leave
my heart my love and whatever else i gave gone with you
was it love or lust i asked the answer within my and your heart you knew

wish you'd stayed
wish i said i love you again now that you're gone i have nothing left
its just sadness and the hope of having you
wish youd just kiss me and say its ok

but now i know its not true
i know
i know