FUTURE

Hey excuse me

Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-some dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
'til I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can put down the pipe

And...

And it's breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?

Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have gave anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know
The color of my daughter's eyes

And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While me dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?

Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my pray)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?


i swear this is so gonna happen to me in the end so sad!

a million bucks

so i finally went drinking after a really long time the guys and all got back together and we hung out was kinda fun doing something after such a long time. anyhow it wasn't as fun as the time wen i gotta into some random strangers car and well yea it wasn't that interesting but we did push each other in shopping carts and i think i rammed sean twice. lucky for him he was inside.

hmmm been watching alot of movies of late caught vacancy and the condemned tough vacancy wasn't that great. condemned was alright. but heck i think watching it was worth a million bucks!

anyhow gotta start studying for my exams

mUHAHHAHAHa the evil song die die die

said this this has got to end
said this this is where i draw my line
this is where i know its over

i no longer need to hear your call
i no longer need to feel your touch

if i shall ever see the light of you
hell please spare me death

may i hope and dream that you'd be shattered
and that you'd be killed never to stop and see
that its alright to leave

so stop and see that its done
that i'm free and i dont wanna be near you
why don't u realise this aint that bad
why cant you see that now im happy

i hate you
i fucking hate you
i wish youd just die
why cant you just leave
why must you haunt me
why

cant you just die
why
cant you just leave
why
do you have to stalk me
why why why

stop and say

so here we lay with smiles across our faces
the joy of this moment could last forever
i wish it never to end
i wish this never to stop

for with you is where i wanna lay
this is where i wanna stay
with your smiling face each day
it never starts to get in my way
i wish you would sway
i wish you hold me close and say that'll you'll leave

on this day it keeps keeping me close
i just wanna hold you and keep your warm
cause in your arms is where i wanna be
as i see you standing here with me
ill never ever stop and say
ill never tell you how great it feels to be here this day


for with you is where i wanna lay
this is where i wanna stay
with your smiling face each day
it never starts to get in my way
i wish you would sway
i wish you hold me close and say that'll you'll leave


so don't let it end
don't it stop
keep it here and just let it off
let me never end
let us never cease

is this the end or has it just began

have you had enough
does he look as good as u say he does
or is it just another one of your lies

is this the end
or do i belong
do you sleep at night wishing i was there
or does he comfort you enough

does he make you feel warm inside
or is he just another one of your lies
does he hold u tight, not wanting to let you go
is this the end or has it just begun

do you feel like he belongs
or is it cause of the fancy car
is this what you really want
or do the lies you tell serve you well

do you miss my smell
do you still like the way i tell
do you miss holding my hand
do you miss kissing my lips

is this the end or has it just began

the begining

her smile faded as i wondered
is it true or this a lie
are you for real or is this just another bluff
do i mean anything or am i just another one of your toys

this is not the end
ill love you till the end of time
its just that tomorrow will take me away
then never again will i return
is it true that you love me
or is this just another shared or one of your games

the beginning is here so i hope you stay
or ill be just left alone.....

dumb ratings

well so i think im gonna die. lately i have been thinking whats gonna happens when schools over and i start working, what am i really gonna do? well not just then like what have i been doing. i have been wondering for awhile, and i think im screwed basically. my lifes just screwed!oh well a few bad choices, which is just going to the wrong course and now im fucked!arghhhhhhhhh
anyhow caught die hard 4.0 today.by far the most meaningless boring movie hollywood's worse movie this year. it had a really shallow story line with such predictable scenes,corny lines and bruce willis called the super jumpy guy a hamster! since when are hamsters super agile? he was more like a monkey if you ask me. anyhow i have decided never to watch another die hard film again!anyhow i wanna go watch transformers again. the newspaper really cant rate movies for nuts, a movie like die hard gets 3 and half stars. and an awesome flick like transformers which was something i thought would sucked turned out to be just superbly brilliantly crafted. kudos Micheal bay! oh well theres harry potter next week god i cant wait for that!
well thats all for now!

contrary

i looked at her from afar
and watched her walk away
knowing shell be gone
secretly hoping not for long
if i could just touch you hoping u wont get lost or lonely
i know its a long ride back
so let me sit beside you
where in your arms i shall lay
hoping you'd take me back after it all
it wasn't that bad

i told you i'd never let you down
or let you go
close to my heart is where i promised to keep you so
its somewhere where they'll never get to you
its the love i feel the one flowing from you
its not the end its just beginning

train door closes, and my eyes let go refusing to see you leave
my heart my love and whatever else i gave gone with you
was it love or lust i asked the answer within my and your heart you knew

wish you'd stayed
wish i said i love you again now that you're gone i have nothing left
its just sadness and the hope of having you
wish youd just kiss me and say its ok

but now i know its not true
i know
i know