someone once asked me why's my blog so emo
it is i asked myself hmmm oh well i guess barely anyone knows i have it
since i never really got to the part where im supposed to tell people about it
so i guess i dint so i could write things in it understand what they mean and well i dunnoe
but yeah so sorry if u dont get wad it means or why is it emo but i guess i am sad inside i just
never get to show it
im supposed to be the happy guy whos the jock though i aint really close to one i dont really act like one though some people refer to me as one
why? i dunnoe i dont really care
does it matter no not really
do i wish this was the end for me
yes i do
its been so long since ive felt like this
lifes a bitch i guess
deal with it
yeah
motherfucker
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
lonely/desolate/unknown
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time
but I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
but I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Monday, October 22, 2007
the storm
well alots happened and id like to write it down but hell i guess i wont. its kinda sucky when u realise your life is smooth sailing no problems whatsoever and one after another a bunch of things keep coming up and you kinda go nuts. and why just cause of something u said well i said. things we dont realise hurts someone. i guess i just got so comfortable i thought everything i said no one would believe or ever take serious. and boy was i wrong. i just got myself into so much shit cause i keep talking, its time i learnt what i said hurt the people around me and how what i say matters and it always does though i think it doesnt.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i can never ever get to hit a freaking punching bag when i want to the most!
lifes soooooooo full of surprises just when u thought its gonna be calm waters all the way the storm always has to approach
ps: sorry for making u sad it was never my intention
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i can never ever get to hit a freaking punching bag when i want to the most!
lifes soooooooo full of surprises just when u thought its gonna be calm waters all the way the storm always has to approach
ps: sorry for making u sad it was never my intention
Monday, October 8, 2007
how far we've come
hmmmm i find it interesting how everyone wants to be the center of attention,some want to be famous rock stars other's movie stars, some want to be writers and philosophers long remembered after their death, well others just wanna be successful people with great careers and worry about little.
but lets face the truth most of us just end up as nobody's and people trying very hard to climb up the ladder we wanna be the best we can but many at times we fail and find it so hard to get back that we just began to become contended with what little we may have.
its interesting how we all know this yet we always require for someone else to need to tell us on what we should do next. how we always seek for advise, though we already know what to do. hmmmm if we all want the good life and we all got it, then none of us would ever be satisfied we always want more than we have its out natural craving and hunger, its our natural human instinct. many of us often wants to either have what our neighbour has or better, we cant be worse cause that'd mean we aint rich or cool enough.
you know i aint ever think about it what happens if we keep going on this way, all self centered and everyone is just obsessed with becoming famous rich and everything and we don't realise that were killing each other and were really dying, and all the money gold cars houses and whatever we have aint really gonna matter if a freaking meteors manages to smash through Jupiter than earth will be destroyed really fast or if a massive tsunami strikes, and the world we know it is gone than were gone. no matter what, whatever happens at the end of the day all thats happened to us, and how far we've come wont matter no more.
but lets face the truth most of us just end up as nobody's and people trying very hard to climb up the ladder we wanna be the best we can but many at times we fail and find it so hard to get back that we just began to become contended with what little we may have.
its interesting how we all know this yet we always require for someone else to need to tell us on what we should do next. how we always seek for advise, though we already know what to do. hmmmm if we all want the good life and we all got it, then none of us would ever be satisfied we always want more than we have its out natural craving and hunger, its our natural human instinct. many of us often wants to either have what our neighbour has or better, we cant be worse cause that'd mean we aint rich or cool enough.
you know i aint ever think about it what happens if we keep going on this way, all self centered and everyone is just obsessed with becoming famous rich and everything and we don't realise that were killing each other and were really dying, and all the money gold cars houses and whatever we have aint really gonna matter if a freaking meteors manages to smash through Jupiter than earth will be destroyed really fast or if a massive tsunami strikes, and the world we know it is gone than were gone. no matter what, whatever happens at the end of the day all thats happened to us, and how far we've come wont matter no more.
and i heard em say
so its been ages since I have written here guess the holidays just makes u really lazy.so basically i have accomplished almost nothing during this period of time except for slacking finishing 300 and trying to make a little extra cash not that bad i guess.
so life's been the same with a lot of boring days a very long but seems very short holiday. anyhow what appalls me is how Singaporeans are obsessed over the movie lust caution and how bothered they are over the fact its NC-16. how badly they intend to boycott it and stuff. its bloody ridiculous if u ask me. its just a movie get over it!
even though i'm practically a couch potato and i pride myself about seating in front of the television and my laptop for ours watching all sorts of shows, i wouldn't really care about the ratings cause im sure if u really wanna see the scences in the movie cut out, that kill the intensity in the movie. sex and whatever etc, i'm sure u could wait a couple of months for the dvd, or do what the guy in the newspaper said hed do download the movie. although that would lead me to believe that he downloads movies which would be stealing, and thus being very contradictory to his support of lee ang.
oh well just wanted to say that hmmmmm.....
now that i have that of my chest, life can go on as it normally does.
so life's been the same with a lot of boring days a very long but seems very short holiday. anyhow what appalls me is how Singaporeans are obsessed over the movie lust caution and how bothered they are over the fact its NC-16. how badly they intend to boycott it and stuff. its bloody ridiculous if u ask me. its just a movie get over it!
even though i'm practically a couch potato and i pride myself about seating in front of the television and my laptop for ours watching all sorts of shows, i wouldn't really care about the ratings cause im sure if u really wanna see the scences in the movie cut out, that kill the intensity in the movie. sex and whatever etc, i'm sure u could wait a couple of months for the dvd, or do what the guy in the newspaper said hed do download the movie. although that would lead me to believe that he downloads movies which would be stealing, and thus being very contradictory to his support of lee ang.
oh well just wanted to say that hmmmmm.....
now that i have that of my chest, life can go on as it normally does.
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