WISHLIST MOTHER FUCKAAS

OOOOK, FOR THOSE FEW PEOPLE WHO READ THIS AND ARE WONDERING WHAT TO GET FOR MY BDAY, ITS SIMPLE, STOP WONDERING! I HAVE IT RIGHT HERE AND WHERE YOU CAN GET IT AND HOW MUCH IT COST!

LETS START WITH THE THING I NEED!

PRESONUS AUDIO BOX USB you can get that at resolution but its kinda expensive so dont bother!(around 300)

NOVA MICROPHONE from m-audio also kinda expensive from sinamex($180)

Studiophile AV 40 from m-audio also at sinamex($295)

And a keyboard thinking of a korg M-50 but that can wait from city music($1300)

and an iPOd nano 8gigs the blue metallic one!($248)

NANO KONTROLLER FROM KORG CITYMUSIC ($70)
A GREY SUIT

things i want!

A NEW pair of Air Force Ones the white one with the gold tick and the red label!

http://caliroots.com/system/search/product_vert.asp?id=15050
these shoes if u can find in singapore
OR LIGHT BROWN LOAFERS
Any white shoes also can!

I need T-shirts its cheap and awesome! white t-shirts perfect present!
well not plain white

what else do i need, this is what internship does to you! when you have nothin to do all day!
PS: DONT REALLY BUY ANYTHING FROM HERE CEPT THE WHITE T-SHIRTS CUS THOSE CAN BE LIKE REALLY CHEAP!

AND IF ANYONE CAN FIND THOSE SHOES TELL ME PLEASE THE PURPLE SUEDE ONES

i live to die why isnt it raining
the sun aint shining
the moon light shining
damn its pouring
somethings dropping its wet
and im crying and no theres no tears
nor liquids just the earth
is pouring
something
something that wont stop flowing
how long more how long more
same questions every night
decisions i made if their right

think i got it all under control
how long will it take for me to unleash my swag
get groupies dont need too many cus i get a different choice every night
what the fuck you talking about
i go hard every time

where does my final destination lie, hopefully not on my death bed

A tribute By Timothy Felix

i dont know what im writing but im zoning
its amazing i aint even drinking
taking me a long time to be realising what im doing
my fingers are typing and my head and feet are tapping to the beat
its 2 oclock i feel tired but i dont wanna stop, and noo noo i dont wanna sleep or think

cus what good has that ever done
my brains on hibernate i havent summoned it
for the past 2 weeks
god help me
am i going fucking crazy
how long before i become a great reason for existence
im tired of waiting im gonna grab it
bless me

im tired of all these lies i keep hearing
they telling me to doubt you
you aint there, how long will they take to realise
its impossible for them to break my faith
i aint no saint
but you da man and im just the follower
aint got no qualms and if the rest do
that aint my fault and i dont really care

so save me
save me
save me
this aint a plea its something i need

my head is about to blow out
she keeps asking me out
she wont wanna leave me alone
what about going commercial
success that a bitch aint ever leaving me
she want me to be her slave
im under her spell
her seduction's madness
like black magic

the porshes and bentlys so tempting
the bugatti
all chrome
i know my cars they my weakness
and shes playing it
dangling it asking me to sell out

im stuck in this rut
will she leave me to be
this drive to be the greatest its all new
i never thought this
im jumping it outta my skin so my act can do the talking
cus my mouths gonna be kept shut,
how long will it take for me to make it

god this aint a plea
but please save me save
save me save
im her slave and shes drving me insane

i wanna make it for all the right reasons so im asking you to guide me

i aint a monster

im the subject of your experimentation,

no matter how ingenious i aint a loud mouth cus i like to walk and not run my mouth

so so so help me out
help me out
get me outta this rut
and meet her
succes in your eyes that whats most important

oohhh

suddenly ive got the non stop mood to keep putting up new stuff


sleepless all night

thinking of you

you left me

with nothing

took away everything

i built

how long will it take for me

why the long lies

i know youre having fun with your life

left me to lose

you left me to lose

i guess you dint get the hint

when i told you

this aint working out

how much more explicit do you want me to be

or is the sacarsm really too much for you to see

i know it always took you really long to comprehend

i guess what they say is true about you

why why cant you just leave me
how long must i cry out to you
how long must you leave me here stranded
waiting for a response help me out

i know nothing else but the words that come outta my mouth
not that great but theyll do


stop and leave maybe another day or just one second is all it takes for me to get through.

my paranoia is leaving me with a headache this join is supposed to cure me but its making me sick

i asked god for an answer

he sent me more questions to answer

how long more will it take for me to get out of this rut

i wanna live far away where i can get what i want

help me out
help me out
help me out

this is a cry not just a request or a response

how long will you crush me down i just i just dont get why you gotta be so cold

my heart is beating and my ears aint hearing

i feel faint

i feel a last few seconds fly by

now im down on my knees

ooohhh
ooooohhh

now im down help me out
help me out
help me out helpe me out help me out

this aint just a response
i need help
send me an angel
cus cus cus

i wanted to write a wissh list realised no more

im gonna work for everything that i will own,

give me awhile to grow

cus sooner or later ill catch up

how much ahead could the hare

the turtle's bound to catch up evantually

cus cus cus

the under dogs gonna be running soon

no point wasting crying

a master piece is being writter every second

how many will i waste tearing or wondering

no more day dreams.

time for my real dreams and wonderous things.

how long more will i have sleepless nights and early mornings

this is not the end of my life

but the begining of a brand new story

good bye to all those waiting behind the line

how long more before i can rise up with the best

get out and beat the rest aint gonna be like every body else

who knew id chose this path

nope not me either

maybe ill starve but ill put up cus ill rise to the top

how long more will i wait
how long more will i wait
how long more will i wait

one more day

ill run this time

with no end

give me just one more day cus this time ill make it back

one more day
one more day
one more day

help me out

Good Night By Timothy Felix

where do i begin
the cries unheard
all the sadness within
how do i explain to you
why cant we move
were still stuck
were still stuck

how long have you been here
we stay our whole lives
look back and realise it past us by
nobody left

you dont wanna date
cus you think nothing better ever
but the truth aint just what deep within
its more to be around
and right infront


let the music play
itll take you away
magical for a second maybe 2 how long more must i wait
how long of your life did u hate
blame yourself


its time for you to move on
it aint no ones fault


you just tried and i took flight
to run away to exotic destinations
where i can hide
cause im afraid of the long term
realise i cant handle it
too late
so i gotta leave when the gate
still open

how do i keep up
how do i keep up
how do i keep up
with you

i see everything now
how did all my dreams come to past
you and i waited our whole lives

but now we got a second to make it all
alright then itll be good again
a luck to salvage it all from going by
no more regret
so this is my good bye
and my last good night
bye my dear.

For You

this one is for you

i thought about a poem for you, but all i could see was you
its hard for me to speak from the heart but a lot easier after one or two
you on my mind now and tomorrow
never will i forget the day i met you
at the booth when i acted shy to u
while you and your friend and the rest of school checked me out
i know i was kinda cool
but i was way cooler after meeting you
no one can ever take that away when you read this cry no more but laugh
for now independence should take over joy should feel your heart
not cause im gone cause i will be just wen you least see me coming
one day when all hope in this world is lost and crying
ill be there in a second
and youll be happy just like that and youll not cry anymore
the apple of joy in my eye you sure were the reason i went thru alot
without you i would have a dream no more as you read realise
you gave me reason for existence but now i must go alone
to carry the throne so you can go on high up one day with me too
when youre gray and old realise that this is where i was
if i ever get out of this remember it was because of you.

love and forever me

i just want a sureal life
can somebody get me out of this real life?
i dont wanna be real no more
i want a sureal life
where i dont have to pay no bills
and im up on the tv screen
and on the movie reels,
far away from this real life
where i live in fantasy on the tv screen

i dont wanna be a real boy i wanna be fake
so i can fly on trips to Hawaii or nyc or la
hang out with the movie stars far away from the real life ones,
far away from my troubles now
some where in the clouds where i dont have to pay the bills
where my lifes so real
where my lifes surreal
i just want out of here
i just want out of here
i just want out of here

can someone hear me scream
or am i speaking to myself
i want out of this life
i want the flashing lights
where people see me
i want a place to reside
where i dont have to pay the bills
where i eat decently
where i no longer cry myself to sleep

i just want a sureal life
up in hollywood where the musics good
i just want outta here
i want a sureal life
i just want a sureal life
please get me outta this fake life
i want a surreal life
get me outta this one
get me outta this one
get me outta this one