Wednesday, January 30, 2008

weirdo captial

im just gonna go ahead and twirl around with this one

im from the weirdo captial
where the chicks is little
and the prostitutions legal
and minimum wage is 3 dollars
where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer
and the middle class people are the ones that really suffer

im from a country that cant even be seen on the map
so tiny yet so fat
we so fucking lil yet our people earn more than the president of america
where the rich get fat ass cars and a toyta cost 60 grand i aint talking about nothing fancy
just a corrolla not even the size of a mini van.

where hd is really hd cause we all so clear about whats happening
but we all just keep shoosh and dont worry about it
cause we all given apartments to live in
where the poor cant afford to live it so they shittin all over it

im from the weirdo captial
where the chicks is little
and minimum wage is 3 dollars
and the prostitutions legal
where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer
and the middle class people are the ones that really suffer

over here the entertainers get paid like they too lil
and where the gameshows come cheap like we dont matter
cause we in the weirdo capital
where people get body guards and fly ass chauffeurs, off the pay of tax payers
and where the prostitutions legal but we dont make it open cus we hoping they never see it
cus down here is the stuff you just do to just get through and where the starbucks cost 8 dollars
but i guess
i guess its ok cus

im from the weirdo captial
where the chicks is little
and minimum wage is 3 dollars
and the prostitutions legal
where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer
and the middle class people are the ones that really suffer

Monday, January 28, 2008

re believe

i know we both lost alot of loved ones
i hope you can hold on to that little hope that little love that i give
i hope this is all you need
i hope this what you say
i dont think i can go on
i need something to hold on

is there something i need
or is it you killing me
you know that i need and adore you
but you try not to believe it
ive been trying to help
but no matter it dont seem to matter


do you need the warmth
or the cold
or isit more roses
or do you just want to hold the hate

this is something i tried to tell myself id never feel
somewhere id never be


you needa let it go and let me come on
let me in cause you need someone to hold you
and keep you near
or youd be drowning in this self pity
just learn to trust again
and believe in yourself just do it
and forget the haters sayers whatever

youd noe id be holding you and keeping safe away from the cruel world,

now you just gotta learn to re believe



do you need the warmth
or the cold
or isit more roses
or do you just want to hold the hate

killing

now now its its about time im colliding with this world i cant hold it it feels like im breaking and im holding to the edges any more ill be falling im holding to the very edge of this and i dont know how long i can its all burining now burning now i wanna hold but its all burning now burning now

i wish i could change it all
cure the world kill the all aids
and all the diabestes
no one loses no more legs
stop the killing
the lying all the hidden money
all the crimes and sins of the past generation
and we keep needing to clean it

this keeps going on people keep blaming each other
the westeners the asians the asians the westerners they wanna kill each other
but smile with hope itll be forgotten cus wad we act dont exist aint there

now now its its about time im colliding with this world i cant hold it it feels like im breaking and im holding to the edges any more ill be falling im holding to the very edge of this and i dont know how long i can its all burining now burning now i wanna hold but its all burning now burning now

i keep trynna hold back but they keep doing more shit
this global warming iraqi invasion all for money damn world in chaos cus we too afraid to change
to afraid to act like things all bad so we keep hiding cus we cant tell the truth
so we keep shaking hands and crossing our fingers behind our backs

back stabbing and bitching we keep doing it but ignoring it
things needa change so realise it keep trynna tell urself its ok
cus the earth is dying and so are we lets see us get past 2012

now now its its about time im colliding with this world i cant hold it it feels like im breaking and im holding to the edges any more ill be falling im holding to the very edge of this and i dont know how long i can its all burining now burning now i wanna hold but its all burning now burning now

Friday, January 25, 2008

bittersweet by kanye west

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, that's what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And she claim she only with me for the currency,
You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery

And I was to proud to admit that it was hurtin me
I'd never do that to you at least purposely

We breakin up again we makin up again
But we don't love no more
I guess we fuckin then

Have you ever felt like you wanted to kill her
And you mixed them emotions with tequilla

And you mixed that with a little bad advice
On one of them bad nights
You have a bad fight

And you talkin bout her family her aunts and shit
And she sayin muhfucka yo mama's a bitch
You know domestic drama and shit

All the attitude
Ill never hit a girl but I'll shake the shit out of you

But im a be the bigger man
Big pimpin like jigga man
Oh i figure it's

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, that's what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And my nigga says I shouldn't let her worry me
I need to focus on the girls we gettin currently
But I've been thinking and it got me back to sinking it
This relationship, it even got me back to drinking now

This Hennessey, is gon be the death of me

And I always thought that you havin my child was our destiny
But I can't even vibe wit you sexually
Cause every time that I try you will question me
Say "you fuckin them girls, disrespecting me?
You don't see how your lies are affecting me?
You don't see how our life was supposed to be?
And I never let a nigga get that close to me!
And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be!
You always gone! You always be where them hoes would be!"
And it's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me!
I fucked up and I know it G
I guess it's bittersweet poetry


a lil bit of how i feel now

Monday, January 14, 2008

daddys skirt

your standing watching me get on my flow
aint got no way of asking or telling u acting all gansta wanna put me down
i aint feeling you just trynna get on my grind aint
seeing nothing im afraid of aint got nothing to shiver about
that glock you carrying aint freaking no one out

that shit you popping aint freaking no one
i aint shivering or whining
dont try to scare me or ill freak and drop you
aint got nothing to freak out about
stop acting all gangster you just hiding behind your dads trousers
cause your wearing a fucking skirt
you aint nuuthing more than alil bitch you and your brother and father too

i aint scared of you dont try to spray that glock you aint got nuthing to freak people about
that freaking acne you got worse than swamp ass
worse than my arse grass the only thing you have
is your daddy's and mummy's skirt after all their both fags
you and him your both lil bitches

i aint listening no more that glock your carrying aint freaking no one
i aint scared of shit boy your fag still hiding behind your parents skirt and you call yourself a grown man
president of corruption and lying aint gonna succumb to your shit motherfucka
hypocritical liar lil slut with nothin else than talk try spray that glock your carrying ill beat your lil gay ass down after all your steal hiding behind your daddys skirt aint u daddys little girl