Saturday, April 26, 2008

i stand she leaves no more yes
the layers she hid beneath all shed
left alone and desolate desperate gasping for air to breathe
feeling so suffocated
knowing he could do what needs to done to make everything alright
but he stares at his reflection, crying knowing deep down inside there is something amiss
hides away from the world looks and sways un understandable by the rest of the world
he feels so alone
so he hides in fear
fear of the truth one day

Monday, April 21, 2008

so unnew so creeped just lost to the surrounding
the end is now and i cant stop it
no power to turn baack time
only to stop and smile but thats not enough
depressed is what she claimed i have become
but maybe lonliness is wad i suffered from

there aint nothing like thisthe hate and the hurt
now my head hits the dirt cus i lost the plot
no idea cus my brains been washed clear
nothing feels this sick

Sunday, April 20, 2008

depression, a second away from rock bottom. its hard to fight against it. one more step d ill fall into the well, or maybe im there. it just hasnt sunk in yet. the mind all boggled up and thoughts lost in word. a couple of days can bring you to the lowest of heights in all your life. stay for a second and feel the hate the hurt and the sadness. for what it is like is unknown to many but the strangest things are those that keep you hanging there. i know its hard but every sadness has a smile. one to hide behind. emo is what some may say but the truth it is, realise the do not. in time acceptance will arrive. always a second too late. by then the meteor would have struck and destiny take its course. sooner or later it will then it will be the last smile one will hid behind. then the purest of emotion's will come out. without the need of a stimulant like alcohol. and there the rage will speak the sadness will add the oil to the fire and there they will die. but sadly that will be too late. for one can tell when the end is near. and soon one shall feel the end of one's time