The national

well this aint my lyrics somehow i heard this today its too fitting so ill make this 101
this aint mine
but this is the last one 101

You own me
There's nothing you can do

You clean yourself to meet
The man who isn't me
You're putting on a shirt
A shirt i'll never see
The letter's in your coat
But no one's in your head
Cause you're too smart to remember
You're too smart
Lucky you

STOP TALKING BEHIND MY BACK TO MY FAMILY

this ones just nice right after 99 now 100
haha
so listen
if u dont like what u read here
then dont read it
please dont go behind my back talking about it
it aint youre problem
and im fine
dont need nobody watching behind my back or what ive done
cus ive been taking care of myself all this while
its up to me if i curse in my posts my blog and my daily life
tts for me to say whats right or wrong

my word
i speak
my words i right
my life i tell it
i speak the words that i think is right
for the rest of the world to hear
if u dont like it
turn the other way
got a billion other pages to visit
stay away from this one
my words my hurt
my joy the glory the stroy
and all that
when im done ill look back
then ill know this is victory

dont talk behind my back
no one likes a tellatale
no one really likes to here someone bitching
talking about what they dont know
hope u undersstand right
and please stop the gossiping
youll a lil too old to be talking about people about time
for ull to be ure age
so im different
shoot me cus i wont hesitate to speak my mind
i dont really care about diplomatic ties
ill gldly be hated by everyone
dont really care cus i can live my whole life as hermit
no belongings belonging to nothing
live with a virtue and a principal in head
dont judge and try to be more humble
we all different so dont judge
old enuff to know whats wrong from right
whats wrong with a couple of fucks here and there
everyones got their own ways
well pay for it in due time

my word
i speak
my words i right
my life i tell it
i speak the words that i think is right
for the rest of the world to hear
if u dont like it
turn the other way
got a billion other pages to visit
stay away from this one
my words my hurt
my joy the glory the stroy
and all that
when im done ill look back
then ill know this is victory

everyone wanna look and judge me
like im the king of sin
pinpoint
this and that
oh you cursing swearing smoking and drinking doping
spending too much money on all the wrong things
but if their my sins illpay for them when i die
but i put that crap aside and let god deal with it
cus thats where i put my heart at
carry no grudges damn
dont try to tease me with money
cus i aint buying
dont try to act like ure holier innocent going to heaven
then ill see u from hell
crying out
now leave me cus i can carry the weight of everyone
and stand strong.....
let my life go on

my word
i speak
my words i right
my life i tell it
i speak the words that i think is right
for the rest of the world to hear
if u dont like it
turn the other way
got a billion other pages to visit
stay away from this one
my words my hurt
my joy the glory the stroy
and all that
when im done ill look back
then ill know this is victory

pain is only for now
the future is forever

i aint from the hood
im from a place where i gotta keep my head out
in the jungle all the time
24/7 gotta keepmy head on
hard for people to see
i get shot al the time
down the bullets they use here worse than those in the war
torn down
so u better be hardcore
or or
there aint no hope for u to survive
they say its impossible for an idian man
to make it outta this mess
he born in
oh oh but im different
cross me to find out my crossfire
my mind whack
my head screwed on right

what the hell you doing now
waging war what the hell is wrong with you
im the king of the world
from the east conqure more than genghis khan ever saw
i aint even try yet
with my head on the jungle my home town
shout out now

im on the skyt high tower
the one i built with the command with my voice
so extravangant
no budget
what recession
fuck that shit
i aint gonna feel it
cus my head to fly to feel depresses about it
i aint gonna waste time feeling sorry for myself and you

yea yea i got cars racked up on the street for me to jack
ahaha
kidding
dont get off
i drop off
the building
fall right into the arms
of a million people
uhh uhh
so just stop
and listen for a sec

this aint the sex game
this the anthem
how the fuck you gonna figure out
this youre life
you gotta figure it out
cant let em fuck it up
how can u let her front on u
she aint got no clothes on
are u insane?

the next time
ill get u tix to watch the next
ticks i nicked off the streets first class to LA
right down to the front door of hollywood
then down the strip lose all your cash to the casinos
cause all u got is 20 dollars
thaswat happens when u trya be rich
fake bitch
grow up

im going to a place of no return where
i can struggle
and come out on the top
the alpha male
i can stand out
feel happy cus this is ends of my succes
no end to where im going
where my heart hitting
there aint nothing like my suffering
imagine a head where everything tat is said
is amplified by a million times
dramatic life
had something to do with the drama in my life
actor
but but i aint no faker
yeah im broke take my cash
i aint really need it
i can make it back just like that
cus im a fucking genius
prodigy
bitches love u
i aint being derogatory
dont judge me
i like to get laid
so dont blame me

haha oh well
i aint need cash want a tip get
in the fucking line
there aint no such things as handouts
the only thing ill hand out
is ure ass on a platter
bitch
fine dining
fillet mineon
for the rich
but since im broke ill settle for the steak
or whatever youre heart desires
no no dont cry
dont lie
i hear the gazing in youre eyes
youre words still looking for something
to do fulfill your dreams
become a mircale story
mr.history
dreaming of a life so perfect with cash and women and endless joy


but that aint perfect
ull never reach happy
till u see through it
the fake talking
the lies and all the bullshit
think to yourself how mmmanye rich peopel are really happpy
peace

explicit

i got beef with too many people so
fuckers
i aint really care
my mind just on getting rich
not on knocking up chicks
bitches
whores explicit
they say we being chauvinistic

how long more will the hate go on
why do i got listen to this crap
i aint really afraid
cus cus
youre bullshit giving me a headache
im done listening to your bullshit
ill see u in awhile

once upon a time
the princess had a say to what to do to me
i was too far below
stuck in a rut
with alot of people shouting
looking down on me
i jumped out burst outta the chains
so now im fly as hell
get the fuck behind
and then i see em running the other way,
bitches
my favourite word dope
comprehend?
haha
this my shit
ha ha ha ha ha


allow me to re-introduce myself
my name is tim
hope u hear that
it aint bim or him
im the man
whos always on the top
got more cash than nobody
haha
too broke for youre ass to comprehend and im proud
nothing to stand up for
dont cry
dont let me loose
cus im a fucking beast
more vicious than wolverine
like hugh jackman gone lost
during the origins
too much heart pain turned to hate
hhaha and fuck u bitches cus rap the shit

haha
so long
so long
gotta get your own style
dont judge me fuckers

i am a hypocrite
and im someone alot of people hate
on a hit list so short
ccus my name the only one on it
got kinda long
Timothy Alexander Felix
oh wait u forgot my last name
bitch
tafr there is a reason for the abbriviation
a reason for my existence
im done asking how long more
cus im making my voice heard without doubt
money the devil
but im chasing after something bigger
so that ill be here long after im gone
my name remembered
when i change and let my mind lose
i got my back covered cus i got family
so think twice before u corss the line

i am the shit
before u cross the line
remember what im about
i like to listen to shits thats rel
not like your fake shit
dont lyrically challenge me
cus commone up there and im right behind the line
using my common sense

this is my story the begining of becoming
the greatest
bigger than lennon and the king
i aint letting my ass get stuck in here
im too creative
too high smart
my life lost in its own world
i aitn really care what u think
y u think im ignoring you
and youre words
a genius with so much strength
born small and tiny
but now im a fucking beast
tafr hear me souding it out

i am the shit
before u cross the line
remember what im about
i like to listen to shits thats real
not like your fake shit
dont lyrically challenge me
cus common up there and im right behind the line
using my common sense

2 for 2

think im getting better at this
right there i stop
my mind no more focus
lose track of this verse
rambling
on random things
how do i survive
make my name suffice
when im just the king
taking the glory from the story i wrote
how do i make something so high and mighty
dont cry

cuase my reign from here to infinty
even the sky's not high nuff
my sstyle so high up
swag like im flier
broke just like all of ya
yet i canna afford to drope a couple of stacks on whatever i like
my life yet i got so much time to waste
how did this happen
my evolution
one night
tts all it took
now i feel like im reborn again
listen to me
just this one time

the bomb about to go off
im about to get off this chair
been seating for way to olong
i say more with less
so i hope u comprehend
whatever i have to say.

i run run
faster than you can go
faster than any verse you have to say
cus my legs like flash there aint no end to my enegry
see the birth of a new prodigy
even at the brink of death all i could think
about was me to accomplish what the world dreams about
i aint arrogant
i never look the other direction
dont get me wrong
when i say youre fucked bitch drown out in sorrow cry not no more
i try
just one more time
i try
just one more time
one more time
one more time
one more time

stop crying
stop crying
stop crying
stop crrying
youre FUCKED SO JUST DIEEEE
youre fuckedd so jususet die
die
die
die
die
die

ahha
cus this my world in my head
essae

change interlude

FUCK THAT

one 2 many times i hear hear
that
no chance for me to survive
homliness
cus im living holiness
with a ddifferent agenda
respecting the language of just one thing
haha
sex drive
lex my name
i
am high
so doubt my very reason for existence
no more flight
i run so fast
dont need to fly i run across water
cause im too bored to walk
how long more
will it take for this to end
dam i waste too much time
seating fwaiting for the day to end
i cant wait
no more
dont let me rot
leave me out to fly

there aint no end
to my journey
this just the begining
cause i got no money
but now now
im at a fortunes end
or i wanna be
at the beggining
in the road to riches and fame
thats alli think about
stay awake at night
thinking about having it way before im even making anything
the only thing to keep me up at night
nothing more to live for make my name say my peace
change the world then let the inevitable take its course
damn
amen

change

i bounce back in a sec,
this time i swear this one aint at you
so i dont wanna hear about it

how long does it take for me to see no
how did i end up feeling this way again
i was suppose to restart
you hear me restart
press the reset button
in a second restart back to the begining!


but i guess its much harder
no more time to bitch
i gotta start shaking off the dirt
so i can get an upstart on this destiny
write history
in my image
be the greatest
in the league of the almighty
but i highly doubt ill ever be that holy
i dont really care about what they got to say honestly
im done with the self-righteuos haters

looking at me like im a sinner
and their better
got their pictures pasted up all over
like they higher than the place heavens and angels reside


why did they put up a front
like they perfect like the earth
or like this is their earth to run
how long more will all the wars wage on
till we see were meant to be peaceful
how long more will we tear
about the injustice of day to day
again


yet we sit at the dinner table and pray
say its a shame and end it with pity there
will we grow outta this?
i pray each day
yet yet im still the same
guess i just gotta go out to make my own change
say peace and then amen
give thanks for one last time
and all the choices we made.
say good night close the door and leave

Beats, late nights& changes of heart

channel cruise
stuck
starch
fats
think i messed up real bad
no one coming to my help
this ones on me
maybe im wrong
is it desire or wrong
where did i go right
this last time
one more night
sorry
think i messed up again
lost in space
haha
dont sweat
please dont get lost but understand this
channel cruise
this one is really not for you
but me
not for you to infer either
or ull get it confused with something else
purely for me

how do i just go on
ive so many things in my head to think
suddenly its all so blur
what happened to the clear
will i ever get out of here
realise where is clear

the road so cold and long
the nights so long and alone
how do i put it i never thought this was coming
suddenly my heart changes its directions
nobody here to fell it beat
not here anymore
alone

all alone in the room of purple and blue
and the things of desire
but not the happenings of need....

NIGHTS THAT DONT END BEFORE I TURN 19

i hit the magic 88 the last time but this ones for 89 the last time.

sometime ill pray for you who are preyed on
how long more will my hurt go on
is the world really not enough anymore
im outta love with ya
i dont get it too
its so hard to understand
what my heart really wants
where does my truth lie
surely not here where i feel outta place
this world so not worth to live in
its gotten so boring
the concrete is eating me
i should be out there trying
but im still learning
big dreams in my head how do i put them out
for all to see
how do i say my thoughts out without being shot down
how do i say what i feel without letting someone down
is this where i have led myself to,
19 but id rather be at 2
whats the point of getting older
when there is no more joy every time you look over your shoulder
who wants a life of regret
we all have these dreams we see in our head
is it so hard to participate
why do we always anticipate
cant we just stay
why do i feel like ive let myself down yet again
i know this is not where i wanna be in


this is not who i am
i am so much more than what was meant to be
ive dropped down
from an iron man to slab of fat
gotta feel alife again
why doesnt anyone do anything real anymore
and i say thank you to those who do
im guilty as charged now take me away from this virtual reality
draw the curtains and let the games begin
i know i took more than a year
but now im here
ill keep up to what i said
not 10 years but one
in the words of the west

Welcome To Heart Brake


let me drown out
let me go away
how how
how do i feel
why do i have to feel this way
theres no one to blame but myself
no one gets where im at
the ones who hear me out done listen
im done
back to the one man game how long before i begin
keep telling myself one more day
one more day
ive taken about a billion of em



let me push this up a tempo
let u feel as high as a nympho
dont try to break my concentration and my thoughts
im here making my own history
so i can be remembered long after were history
i was told to find true love
but what i want is something else
i aint into that
as my dad said leave tt to faith

cus cus cus

im still here standing and i aint gonna be falling
it took me so long to turn 19
but im still feeling like im 13
all over again when will realisty set in
how did i end up this way
i had it all planned out
a screw up
HAHA

how
what
does it take
for me to restart all over again
if i had a time machine i would go back to 15 and do it all over again


there aint no more time to waste


im stuck here and no one showed up this evening
all alone stuck in here crying
i hear her screaming reaching her hand out
but i aint taking
this bait
not this time
ou cant let me get caught

time for you to let me go
im stuk here but it aint gonna be alife sentence
im gonna start again from scratch
without all of ya
alot i learnt this past year
so stupid at the begining
now im a freaking genuis
or id like to think
i lost it all
but ill get it back in a sec
and ull see

i aint boasting
but i dont want your hand
i aint taking bait
i aint goona let u leave me here again
i need space some time to grow

wow this is amazing 20 mins and im still typing
this is therupatic supposed to let my frustration out
24 hours left till i take my last breath 89
i reached the end know u dont know what im talking about
dont worry i aint sucidal
took my last release awhile ago
now i feel relieved
cus its my last time
haha
bet u dont know what im talking about
again
lost part 2
dont cry cus everyone has lost the plot

i want you to understand one thing
im stuck here
in this rut
how long more must the paing go on
8 on 8 im going on to 9 so dont cry
lost again
88 poems in a year and half not all u read but tts not nuff
dont run now
dont run now crying is pointless
resistance futile
cus i got the dice and i control where it ends
my hand the stick and the hat
bet u wondering what is he going on about
does it matter
they all looking now
i gotta get up
cant stand this humiliation
i needa run
let me go
let me go
let me go
before i explode
im kinda gone into my own zone
you wont leave me alone
first i was all alone
back here again
this is where the story begins ive done all i wanted to
now i begin again
but my heart yearns
my heart yearn
it yearns for something new
adventure
adventure
adventure
greatest explorer
reformer
where does this end is yet to be seen



paranoid

why am i
feeling this way
i know paranoia aint leadin me nowhere but to new phobias
you keeping me worried grounded
im expecting something
but somehow you left me stranded
so now i aint going back i hope u can understand
how long u want me to go on before u can comprehend
i dont even trust me own hands i gotta keep looking up


anyway let me go let me go let me go
so i can fly
like the birds in the sky yet im afriad of heights
how much higher must i go before i can be let go
let me go
let me see
what this u got u gonna let me go? cus this balls getting heavy and the act old
i cant stand the chains no more
my bad
should have seen this coming
im psychic remembered
should have never made promises i cant keep up to
shall keep my mouth shut
i wanna run i wana run
let me go so i can fly like the birds in the sky
how long before u understand that im lost and i dont wanna be found cus i wanna start afresh tts how i work
sorry i have to complecate it for your head
random thoughts
wow im up to 20 mins amazing
still got thoughts,
P.S. this is not about anybody
and now we carry on
the best thing comes on
school
thoughts
love
dreams
how they make something this fine
where they find lingo like this
get everybody hooked
she looking at me from across the room
how do i let go

ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok

let me go now let me go now

cus cus cus ure leading me away from where i wanna go
damn
stop

im mesmerised by your lingering stare im stuck here staring
lost in the gaze and nothing more
its so hard to achieve
ok ok ok ok
o kok ok ok
ok ok ok ok
let me go now
let me go now

damn stop

how long more how long more u want me to look like a robot
u gonna make a move or u gonna not stop
ok ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok ok
youre gonna kknock me out
cold
on the floot
youre gonna knock me out

i left home to run away i ended back here
where i begin
youre a big town women whos lost
you dont understand youre worlds too small for me

ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok okok ok ok ok ok ok

oooohhhhhhhhhhhhh
im lost
im lost

ure making me laugh
oh how u do that with the music u make
damn this is hot but but i gotta go
i cant stay and make another mistake
___________________________________________________________________
let me go
so i can start over again
how do i begin
i ran away so i can grow up all i did was party and get back in time
dont get y im doing this
i gotta be awake but i dont wanna feel like im in a prision cell again
i wanna be free i hope u get that
i like the road not the farm

not the farm
not the farm
not the farm

u dont get that
u dont get that

how long will you take to realise that i left so i can catch fresh breathe
dont let this come back to haunt me
i know youre tearing cus im psychic dont let them brake you down
you gotta be strong without me being there
this words wont make sense
butll take you so long to read youll fall asleep but this is how i communicate
cus i suck at words
so i write random things
hope u understand

____________________________________________________________________
waiting on a dream
waiting to leave there so i can catch that plane to my dream
nobody gets
whme when i say im gona be the greatest
i get stares
look at that fool
how long


fool
fool
fool
fool


fool
fool
fool


foool


oh how i end up seating down here
let me get over the bridge not under
my dreams all lost in my sleep my youth how can i waste
my news channels all fuzy cus u used to write the news baby
now im all over it for all the wrong reasons

i got stucj in another prision
i thought i was signing to be free
think about it

help me out or are i gonna let me rot as a fool
fool
fool
fool
fool
foll


fool
fool
fool
fool
fool


fool
fool
fool
fool
fool


let the music play





the night is late
the dames are in bed
im alone
and cold
all the long nights
no one see me cry
cus all my thougts betray me

my feelings have left me
can someone melt this heart again

i live the nights
for the lights
no more sun
i run
so i can stay fly
i run so i can fly and i fly so ill be seen
whereever i go
wherever i go
wherever i go

will u realise now tt im stuck
i aint movin
im stuck in this rut
cus u brought me here
now u want me back
will u realise ure the reason i have nightmares
you brought back the boogey man
so now im stuck stuck in this rut

let me go
so i can run
let me go so i can live for the lights
so the sun can touch my skin once again
cus the nights too dark

how do u sleep
so peacefully
dream happily
leave me all stranded
i know my languge is kinda strong
my minds all lost cus cus cus u know
u left me stranded
now the boogey mans coming
hes haunting my dreams and its all your fault will he leave me alone
i aint got no rights
hes eating and tearing my insides
_____________________________________________________________________

how many nights do i cry
do i cry
cus the only people who love me are gone
when will u realise that all the best things i gave away
when will u see that i should stop running
so i can stay when shes still ard
once shes gone ill cry nah ill lie

love so subtle yet hard
winter
winter
winter winds tearing me up
the snow is piling up
my heart is betaing hard
too bad no one can hear my cry my heaert stops

i feel no more
can someone melt away my past and bring me back to when i was young again
goodbye for now send me spring
spring
spring
so i can melt and slip away
______________________________________________________________________

i hear his track and realise mines better
im all alone
got everything i asked for
but not these 2
all the money cant buy me the stuff i need
all my wants have left me here
i see the satellites and the clouds
but i cant find myself
the mirror reflects something tts not me
my heart is not melt
my heart is frozen like ice
yet my heart hurts
why no freestyle
tt was the real thing
i lost my life
so now ill make a deal cause i no longer need this one
i realise now nothing in this world excites me no more
why no freestyle
im real
but my thoughts exist no where
its like im brain dead like a zombie
think about all the technicalities
and realise
it aint my thing to be fake
to please everyone
make myself feel inferior
why does no one realise that my heart can brake too
doesnt mean im not real means i cant be hurt doesnt no one understand this aint a poem
but my hearts song which has no melody but crazy people screaming
but but
nothing can ever let me go
its so late but its all my fault
crying not letting it go
cus im over now
i dont get
why its taking u so long
to comprehend what i said before
damn
my heart too cold boy
i aint got no way
i aint got no way im stuck here
Timothy almost outta here and pointless words about to make sense
one last time
i need an encore cus i aint no robot



she straight outta movie screen
she turned me ard
she always checking me out and the stuff i do
she never leaveme alone
told her to let it go
ok ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok ok
ok o kok ok ok


i need my space get it let me go
so i can do my thing
stop
listen
you aint my mum
my phonea off limits i dont really care about money
she kinda small but hot as hell
cus shes the cutest thing ard
sorry but i gotta say
ok ok ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok ok ok
ok ok ok ok ok ok ok
how long more will i have a second more

i aint used to be told stop so i aint ure robot
stop it now
i hear ure pain
so dont ask and u wont know
so thered be no pain



youre just a lil gal
youre just a lil gal
you left me stranded
you just left me there
youre still young you gotta see
the works so big
yet yet yetyoure stuck within your room

youre just a lil thing in this world
you do realise i know ure drinking
but thhose jokes are getting old

good night and sweet dreams


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listen the the final version of robocop probably the best song ever

Go Hard
leave me out in the cold to burn
cus my heart the flame and no one can douse
my lirycally unacclaimed lil ass stuff
aint stuff i need for u to understand
what i say aint litteral
metaaphores understand
alot of dissing going on
i
need a break from this bull shit

i m ok
i m ok
i m ok
dont let me being

this is so long this is so hard
im the one who put my elbow in his face
th next bouncer who piss me off
ill put it in their face specaily to those fucking promoters
i hold my self down wathc my own back comprehend
im gonna be iron man again
fuck this world and this bull shit its my time to resurface

FUCK ALL OF YOU
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA
KIDDING
BUT SERIOUSLY

I GO HARD
NIGHT MUTHAFUCKAS
COMPREHEND
ESSE

itll be REALLY LONG BEFORE ILL EVER BE PROUD OF MY SELF
BUT FUCK THAT
IM GONNA LIVE IT
CUS I AINT NO FUCKING ROBOT AND I AINT USED TOBEING TOLD STOP FAST OR SLOW YOU CAN STAY OR GO

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