im stuck in the world
but im sick of being alone
thru all the pain
i cried never
all these people walking by
and im looking on
these lonely nights
empty beds
long nights drinking straight outta the bottle
they said its time to get out
but im still stuck staring down
but my life seems stagnant now
all this talk abotu constantly being in place
but im still standing all the people around me oppionated
no one seems real no more with the fake smiles
and the menuplative ways
im sick of waiting listening
night after night waiting for the time to get outta the trash but this is ridiculous
im sick and tired of being quiet and dormant
im about to blow so get outta my flow

prayer

i feel so depressed i dont know where to start
my hands still shaking from the meds i had last nite
got nabbed 4 for times yet my chest stills tight
am stuck on meds and im still not alright
just got the news that i got posted to a place not so nice
i need a miricale to save me from this alrite
god please hear my cries as i write to you this time
the weekend sucked but ended of high
the week started and punch there goes real life

i have no idea what to do this time please save me from this trouble im facing right now.

i love you with all my heart so please help me out my lord my god in my time of trouble my lord my god where should i run to hide, my lord my god i know you hear my cries

and many times u have blessed me rite so please help me out again today tonite and the days onward from tomorrow.

please hear my cries.