death will be the end of you, nothing else she said not the sadness not the pain
just the time when u die nothing else not the sadness or the loss
not the endless times u feel depressed or the shots u drink only death
and thats the only thing ull feel wen it comes my end i said itll be the death of me
not sadness nor pain
nor the loss or the shots u drink
nor the depression
just the death
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
superstar
so lupe fiasco has got a new album out!
its rocking good solid stuff and its as awesome as an album can be
superstar a really awesome track so good itll knock you right off
its the only real good hip-hop album this year besides kany wests graduation well at least since june.
anyhow its really cranking only got to the 4th track so far will listen more when im going to work. i have a real good feeling about this.
oh and lupe kanye and pharrel williams formed a super group, havent really released anything solid yet, but i cant wait the talent in that group, thats just rocking
awesome music now just needa get my life in order!
its rocking good solid stuff and its as awesome as an album can be
superstar a really awesome track so good itll knock you right off
its the only real good hip-hop album this year besides kany wests graduation well at least since june.
anyhow its really cranking only got to the 4th track so far will listen more when im going to work. i have a real good feeling about this.
oh and lupe kanye and pharrel williams formed a super group, havent really released anything solid yet, but i cant wait the talent in that group, thats just rocking
awesome music now just needa get my life in order!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
hello holidays
hellooo, i know its been a really loong while but im just in the mood to write what, thats not the issue im just so happy christmas is coming and after tmr morning i got no school till next year!
i know that its kinda pathetic 2 weeks break and here i am so freaking excited, but its 2 weeks of holidays, what beats the christmas holidays well nothing, nothing i can think of except finally being 18 which isnt very much different from being 17 cept i can get my driving license but i still havent had the need to show my ic when going clubbing kinda sad if u asked me. oh well its ok i guess it aint all that bad.
i just realised im really heading no way in my life cept no where, which sucks ass, i mean it really sucks ass. think i shall start getting some direction.
hmmmm and what else let me think oh ya i got the most awesome girl friend on earth like really the coolest and the most awesome one that anyone could get. shes so awesome that this blog wouldnt exist without her, (well you know who to kill now) oh well.
i would just like to tell her thank you and ya.
and this is for you!
the car honks and the whole world stops its like im mesmerized for the first time in my life my heart stops beating and i cant seem to figure this feeling its so strong and overwhelming its like faith has deal its cards and i seem to have gotten a royal flush. i have just been given the worlds hidden treasure and i cant see anything more than your beautiful face
madina u say ur name is truth or not, it doesnt really matter all i can see is your winderful smile and your weird gestures each one more intriguing than the last. never ceasing to make me feel so special and lucky
every thing that i can do ill make it done just never let me out of this limbo and let me stay in this paradise with you forever morning may come but never let it take me away from your wonder and splender mylove
my nadia
i know that its kinda pathetic 2 weeks break and here i am so freaking excited, but its 2 weeks of holidays, what beats the christmas holidays well nothing, nothing i can think of except finally being 18 which isnt very much different from being 17 cept i can get my driving license but i still havent had the need to show my ic when going clubbing kinda sad if u asked me. oh well its ok i guess it aint all that bad.
i just realised im really heading no way in my life cept no where, which sucks ass, i mean it really sucks ass. think i shall start getting some direction.
hmmmm and what else let me think oh ya i got the most awesome girl friend on earth like really the coolest and the most awesome one that anyone could get. shes so awesome that this blog wouldnt exist without her, (well you know who to kill now) oh well.
i would just like to tell her thank you and ya.
and this is for you!
the car honks and the whole world stops its like im mesmerized for the first time in my life my heart stops beating and i cant seem to figure this feeling its so strong and overwhelming its like faith has deal its cards and i seem to have gotten a royal flush. i have just been given the worlds hidden treasure and i cant see anything more than your beautiful face
madina u say ur name is truth or not, it doesnt really matter all i can see is your winderful smile and your weird gestures each one more intriguing than the last. never ceasing to make me feel so special and lucky
every thing that i can do ill make it done just never let me out of this limbo and let me stay in this paradise with you forever morning may come but never let it take me away from your wonder and splender mylove
my nadia
Friday, November 23, 2007
Mr.Mean
so its been exactly a month since i have last updated this blog, well its ok. i have just been really really reeally busy with everything. well this weeks been good kinda like an eye - opener.
i realise how lil control i have over my life and thinks suck
over well lifes like that
kinda tired gonna crash
night
i realise how lil control i have over my life and thinks suck
over well lifes like that
kinda tired gonna crash
night
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
a long time ago
someone once asked me why's my blog so emo
it is i asked myself hmmm oh well i guess barely anyone knows i have it
since i never really got to the part where im supposed to tell people about it
so i guess i dint so i could write things in it understand what they mean and well i dunnoe
but yeah so sorry if u dont get wad it means or why is it emo but i guess i am sad inside i just
never get to show it
im supposed to be the happy guy whos the jock though i aint really close to one i dont really act like one though some people refer to me as one
why? i dunnoe i dont really care
does it matter no not really
do i wish this was the end for me
yes i do
its been so long since ive felt like this
lifes a bitch i guess
deal with it
yeah
motherfucker
it is i asked myself hmmm oh well i guess barely anyone knows i have it
since i never really got to the part where im supposed to tell people about it
so i guess i dint so i could write things in it understand what they mean and well i dunnoe
but yeah so sorry if u dont get wad it means or why is it emo but i guess i am sad inside i just
never get to show it
im supposed to be the happy guy whos the jock though i aint really close to one i dont really act like one though some people refer to me as one
why? i dunnoe i dont really care
does it matter no not really
do i wish this was the end for me
yes i do
its been so long since ive felt like this
lifes a bitch i guess
deal with it
yeah
motherfucker
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
lonely/desolate/unknown
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time
but I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
but I believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well I guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
let's see how far we've come
Monday, October 22, 2007
the storm
well alots happened and id like to write it down but hell i guess i wont. its kinda sucky when u realise your life is smooth sailing no problems whatsoever and one after another a bunch of things keep coming up and you kinda go nuts. and why just cause of something u said well i said. things we dont realise hurts someone. i guess i just got so comfortable i thought everything i said no one would believe or ever take serious. and boy was i wrong. i just got myself into so much shit cause i keep talking, its time i learnt what i said hurt the people around me and how what i say matters and it always does though i think it doesnt.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i can never ever get to hit a freaking punching bag when i want to the most!
lifes soooooooo full of surprises just when u thought its gonna be calm waters all the way the storm always has to approach
ps: sorry for making u sad it was never my intention
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i can never ever get to hit a freaking punching bag when i want to the most!
lifes soooooooo full of surprises just when u thought its gonna be calm waters all the way the storm always has to approach
ps: sorry for making u sad it was never my intention
Monday, October 8, 2007
how far we've come
hmmmm i find it interesting how everyone wants to be the center of attention,some want to be famous rock stars other's movie stars, some want to be writers and philosophers long remembered after their death, well others just wanna be successful people with great careers and worry about little.
but lets face the truth most of us just end up as nobody's and people trying very hard to climb up the ladder we wanna be the best we can but many at times we fail and find it so hard to get back that we just began to become contended with what little we may have.
its interesting how we all know this yet we always require for someone else to need to tell us on what we should do next. how we always seek for advise, though we already know what to do. hmmmm if we all want the good life and we all got it, then none of us would ever be satisfied we always want more than we have its out natural craving and hunger, its our natural human instinct. many of us often wants to either have what our neighbour has or better, we cant be worse cause that'd mean we aint rich or cool enough.
you know i aint ever think about it what happens if we keep going on this way, all self centered and everyone is just obsessed with becoming famous rich and everything and we don't realise that were killing each other and were really dying, and all the money gold cars houses and whatever we have aint really gonna matter if a freaking meteors manages to smash through Jupiter than earth will be destroyed really fast or if a massive tsunami strikes, and the world we know it is gone than were gone. no matter what, whatever happens at the end of the day all thats happened to us, and how far we've come wont matter no more.
but lets face the truth most of us just end up as nobody's and people trying very hard to climb up the ladder we wanna be the best we can but many at times we fail and find it so hard to get back that we just began to become contended with what little we may have.
its interesting how we all know this yet we always require for someone else to need to tell us on what we should do next. how we always seek for advise, though we already know what to do. hmmmm if we all want the good life and we all got it, then none of us would ever be satisfied we always want more than we have its out natural craving and hunger, its our natural human instinct. many of us often wants to either have what our neighbour has or better, we cant be worse cause that'd mean we aint rich or cool enough.
you know i aint ever think about it what happens if we keep going on this way, all self centered and everyone is just obsessed with becoming famous rich and everything and we don't realise that were killing each other and were really dying, and all the money gold cars houses and whatever we have aint really gonna matter if a freaking meteors manages to smash through Jupiter than earth will be destroyed really fast or if a massive tsunami strikes, and the world we know it is gone than were gone. no matter what, whatever happens at the end of the day all thats happened to us, and how far we've come wont matter no more.
and i heard em say
so its been ages since I have written here guess the holidays just makes u really lazy.so basically i have accomplished almost nothing during this period of time except for slacking finishing 300 and trying to make a little extra cash not that bad i guess.
so life's been the same with a lot of boring days a very long but seems very short holiday. anyhow what appalls me is how Singaporeans are obsessed over the movie lust caution and how bothered they are over the fact its NC-16. how badly they intend to boycott it and stuff. its bloody ridiculous if u ask me. its just a movie get over it!
even though i'm practically a couch potato and i pride myself about seating in front of the television and my laptop for ours watching all sorts of shows, i wouldn't really care about the ratings cause im sure if u really wanna see the scences in the movie cut out, that kill the intensity in the movie. sex and whatever etc, i'm sure u could wait a couple of months for the dvd, or do what the guy in the newspaper said hed do download the movie. although that would lead me to believe that he downloads movies which would be stealing, and thus being very contradictory to his support of lee ang.
oh well just wanted to say that hmmmmm.....
now that i have that of my chest, life can go on as it normally does.
so life's been the same with a lot of boring days a very long but seems very short holiday. anyhow what appalls me is how Singaporeans are obsessed over the movie lust caution and how bothered they are over the fact its NC-16. how badly they intend to boycott it and stuff. its bloody ridiculous if u ask me. its just a movie get over it!
even though i'm practically a couch potato and i pride myself about seating in front of the television and my laptop for ours watching all sorts of shows, i wouldn't really care about the ratings cause im sure if u really wanna see the scences in the movie cut out, that kill the intensity in the movie. sex and whatever etc, i'm sure u could wait a couple of months for the dvd, or do what the guy in the newspaper said hed do download the movie. although that would lead me to believe that he downloads movies which would be stealing, and thus being very contradictory to his support of lee ang.
oh well just wanted to say that hmmmmm.....
now that i have that of my chest, life can go on as it normally does.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
the lies we hide behind
hello world im lost confused and wish it'll all be as good as it was a month ago
i really hope it goes back to they way it was cause that was really the best month in my whole pathetic pointless little life. arghhhhhhhh
i wish all of this would just go away and life would be fine again
i wish you'd just become happy again
but hell life ain't no fairy tale but
i really wish for a happy ending
i wish that you have the strength to go through this
i wish you didn't have to go through this
be strong now my love there will be calm after the storm
an end to pain and your joy shall begin
there will be good i promise you that
i know what i may say may not always be true but hold on to urself for ill hold on with you
ill always be here just stay strong and keep me close by you
with love to you
i really hope it goes back to they way it was cause that was really the best month in my whole pathetic pointless little life. arghhhhhhhh
i wish all of this would just go away and life would be fine again
i wish you'd just become happy again
but hell life ain't no fairy tale but
i really wish for a happy ending
i wish that you have the strength to go through this
i wish you didn't have to go through this
be strong now my love there will be calm after the storm
an end to pain and your joy shall begin
there will be good i promise you that
i know what i may say may not always be true but hold on to urself for ill hold on with you
ill always be here just stay strong and keep me close by you
with love to you
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
BARTER trade
MONEY is said to be the root of all evil or isit?
created merely for the sake of trading, and to make barter trading much easier, a few not so intelligent man came up with seashell to trade and a few thousand years later thanks to their brilliant minds this simple thing which replaced cows and goats, seems to be the center on everyone's life. without it we're screwed and wen you have enough of it you want more. people don't argue much but because of it, it kinda changes things.its kinda weird how a 5 letter word makes things so complicated. the prettiest of people will do the ugliest things just to have more of it. evil man cant seem to get enough of it. its like a disease that infiltrates your body and takes over it the need to have more of it. and yet wen we die we have none of it left
we become just like any other person and move on into the afterlife. its so interesting that we spend our whole lives just getting more and more of it yet one day we realise we have so much of it theres nothing we can do. yet we want more! hmmmm such an interesting thing it is ain't it. it can make 2 people who are deeply in love forget everything just because of it
all i can say is thank you to the man who invented money and destroyed the wondrous times of barter trading that would have just left us milking cows and making babies
created merely for the sake of trading, and to make barter trading much easier, a few not so intelligent man came up with seashell to trade and a few thousand years later thanks to their brilliant minds this simple thing which replaced cows and goats, seems to be the center on everyone's life. without it we're screwed and wen you have enough of it you want more. people don't argue much but because of it, it kinda changes things.its kinda weird how a 5 letter word makes things so complicated. the prettiest of people will do the ugliest things just to have more of it. evil man cant seem to get enough of it. its like a disease that infiltrates your body and takes over it the need to have more of it. and yet wen we die we have none of it left
we become just like any other person and move on into the afterlife. its so interesting that we spend our whole lives just getting more and more of it yet one day we realise we have so much of it theres nothing we can do. yet we want more! hmmmm such an interesting thing it is ain't it. it can make 2 people who are deeply in love forget everything just because of it
all i can say is thank you to the man who invented money and destroyed the wondrous times of barter trading that would have just left us milking cows and making babies
Friday, August 10, 2007
the new life
well its been a while since i last wrote jack, but alot has happened
for instance i think i may have screwed up a module in school, but hell i only think so
and then there is this new thing i have in my life where im supposed to be together with someone hmmmm its a rather interesting theory. the thought of just being together with one person and being loyal. but hell im not complaining shes an awesome girl.
oh and then theres the show on the Russian tsars rather interesting if u ask me, on how sadistic they all are no matter how good they maybe.
and then theres still del and math and csf to study for i cant wait for it all to be over then itll be partyin and spending time with u! AND EVERYONE Else but u
mauaAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
for instance i think i may have screwed up a module in school, but hell i only think so
and then there is this new thing i have in my life where im supposed to be together with someone hmmmm its a rather interesting theory. the thought of just being together with one person and being loyal. but hell im not complaining shes an awesome girl.
oh and then theres the show on the Russian tsars rather interesting if u ask me, on how sadistic they all are no matter how good they maybe.
and then theres still del and math and csf to study for i cant wait for it all to be over then itll be partyin and spending time with u! AND EVERYONE Else but u
mauaAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
FUTURE
Hey excuse me
Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-some dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
'til I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can put down the pipe
And...
And it's breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself
Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have gave anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know
The color of my daughter's eyes
And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While me dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my pray)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
i swear this is so gonna happen to me in the end so sad!
Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-some dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
'til I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can put down the pipe
And...
And it's breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself
Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have gave anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know
The color of my daughter's eyes
And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While me dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my pray)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
i swear this is so gonna happen to me in the end so sad!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
a million bucks
so i finally went drinking after a really long time the guys and all got back together and we hung out was kinda fun doing something after such a long time. anyhow it wasn't as fun as the time wen i gotta into some random strangers car and well yea it wasn't that interesting but we did push each other in shopping carts and i think i rammed sean twice. lucky for him he was inside.
hmmm been watching alot of movies of late caught vacancy and the condemned tough vacancy wasn't that great. condemned was alright. but heck i think watching it was worth a million bucks!
anyhow gotta start studying for my exams
hmmm been watching alot of movies of late caught vacancy and the condemned tough vacancy wasn't that great. condemned was alright. but heck i think watching it was worth a million bucks!
anyhow gotta start studying for my exams
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
mUHAHHAHAHa the evil song die die die
said this this has got to end
said this this is where i draw my line
this is where i know its over
i no longer need to hear your call
i no longer need to feel your touch
if i shall ever see the light of you
hell please spare me death
may i hope and dream that you'd be shattered
and that you'd be killed never to stop and see
that its alright to leave
so stop and see that its done
that i'm free and i dont wanna be near you
why don't u realise this aint that bad
why cant you see that now im happy
i hate you
i fucking hate you
i wish youd just die
why cant you just leave
why must you haunt me
why
cant you just die
why
cant you just leave
why
do you have to stalk me
why why why
said this this is where i draw my line
this is where i know its over
i no longer need to hear your call
i no longer need to feel your touch
if i shall ever see the light of you
hell please spare me death
may i hope and dream that you'd be shattered
and that you'd be killed never to stop and see
that its alright to leave
so stop and see that its done
that i'm free and i dont wanna be near you
why don't u realise this aint that bad
why cant you see that now im happy
i hate you
i fucking hate you
i wish youd just die
why cant you just leave
why must you haunt me
why
cant you just die
why
cant you just leave
why
do you have to stalk me
why why why
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
stop and say
so here we lay with smiles across our faces
the joy of this moment could last forever
i wish it never to end
i wish this never to stop
for with you is where i wanna lay
this is where i wanna stay
with your smiling face each day
it never starts to get in my way
i wish you would sway
i wish you hold me close and say that'll you'll leave
on this day it keeps keeping me close
i just wanna hold you and keep your warm
cause in your arms is where i wanna be
as i see you standing here with me
ill never ever stop and say
ill never tell you how great it feels to be here this day
for with you is where i wanna lay
this is where i wanna stay
with your smiling face each day
it never starts to get in my way
i wish you would sway
i wish you hold me close and say that'll you'll leave
so don't let it end
don't it stop
keep it here and just let it off
let me never end
let us never cease
the joy of this moment could last forever
i wish it never to end
i wish this never to stop
for with you is where i wanna lay
this is where i wanna stay
with your smiling face each day
it never starts to get in my way
i wish you would sway
i wish you hold me close and say that'll you'll leave
on this day it keeps keeping me close
i just wanna hold you and keep your warm
cause in your arms is where i wanna be
as i see you standing here with me
ill never ever stop and say
ill never tell you how great it feels to be here this day
for with you is where i wanna lay
this is where i wanna stay
with your smiling face each day
it never starts to get in my way
i wish you would sway
i wish you hold me close and say that'll you'll leave
so don't let it end
don't it stop
keep it here and just let it off
let me never end
let us never cease
Monday, July 9, 2007
is this the end or has it just began
have you had enough
does he look as good as u say he does
or is it just another one of your lies
is this the end
or do i belong
do you sleep at night wishing i was there
or does he comfort you enough
does he make you feel warm inside
or is he just another one of your lies
does he hold u tight, not wanting to let you go
is this the end or has it just begun
do you feel like he belongs
or is it cause of the fancy car
is this what you really want
or do the lies you tell serve you well
do you miss my smell
do you still like the way i tell
do you miss holding my hand
do you miss kissing my lips
is this the end or has it just began
does he look as good as u say he does
or is it just another one of your lies
is this the end
or do i belong
do you sleep at night wishing i was there
or does he comfort you enough
does he make you feel warm inside
or is he just another one of your lies
does he hold u tight, not wanting to let you go
is this the end or has it just begun
do you feel like he belongs
or is it cause of the fancy car
is this what you really want
or do the lies you tell serve you well
do you miss my smell
do you still like the way i tell
do you miss holding my hand
do you miss kissing my lips
is this the end or has it just began
Saturday, July 7, 2007
the begining
her smile faded as i wondered
is it true or this a lie
are you for real or is this just another bluff
do i mean anything or am i just another one of your toys
this is not the end
ill love you till the end of time
its just that tomorrow will take me away
then never again will i return
is it true that you love me
or is this just another shared or one of your games
the beginning is here so i hope you stay
or ill be just left alone.....
is it true or this a lie
are you for real or is this just another bluff
do i mean anything or am i just another one of your toys
this is not the end
ill love you till the end of time
its just that tomorrow will take me away
then never again will i return
is it true that you love me
or is this just another shared or one of your games
the beginning is here so i hope you stay
or ill be just left alone.....
Thursday, July 5, 2007
dumb ratings
well so i think im gonna die. lately i have been thinking whats gonna happens when schools over and i start working, what am i really gonna do? well not just then like what have i been doing. i have been wondering for awhile, and i think im screwed basically. my lifes just screwed!oh well a few bad choices, which is just going to the wrong course and now im fucked!arghhhhhhhhh
anyhow caught die hard 4.0 today.by far the most meaningless boring movie hollywood's worse movie this year. it had a really shallow story line with such predictable scenes,corny lines and bruce willis called the super jumpy guy a hamster! since when are hamsters super agile? he was more like a monkey if you ask me. anyhow i have decided never to watch another die hard film again!anyhow i wanna go watch transformers again. the newspaper really cant rate movies for nuts, a movie like die hard gets 3 and half stars. and an awesome flick like transformers which was something i thought would sucked turned out to be just superbly brilliantly crafted. kudos Micheal bay! oh well theres harry potter next week god i cant wait for that!
well thats all for now!
anyhow caught die hard 4.0 today.by far the most meaningless boring movie hollywood's worse movie this year. it had a really shallow story line with such predictable scenes,corny lines and bruce willis called the super jumpy guy a hamster! since when are hamsters super agile? he was more like a monkey if you ask me. anyhow i have decided never to watch another die hard film again!anyhow i wanna go watch transformers again. the newspaper really cant rate movies for nuts, a movie like die hard gets 3 and half stars. and an awesome flick like transformers which was something i thought would sucked turned out to be just superbly brilliantly crafted. kudos Micheal bay! oh well theres harry potter next week god i cant wait for that!
well thats all for now!
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
contrary
i looked at her from afar
and watched her walk away
knowing shell be gone
secretly hoping not for long
if i could just touch you hoping u wont get lost or lonely
i know its a long ride back
so let me sit beside you
where in your arms i shall lay
hoping you'd take me back after it all
it wasn't that bad
i told you i'd never let you down
or let you go
close to my heart is where i promised to keep you so
its somewhere where they'll never get to you
its the love i feel the one flowing from you
its not the end its just beginning
train door closes, and my eyes let go refusing to see you leave
my heart my love and whatever else i gave gone with you
was it love or lust i asked the answer within my and your heart you knew
wish you'd stayed
wish i said i love you again now that you're gone i have nothing left
its just sadness and the hope of having you
wish youd just kiss me and say its ok
but now i know its not true
i know
i know
and watched her walk away
knowing shell be gone
secretly hoping not for long
if i could just touch you hoping u wont get lost or lonely
i know its a long ride back
so let me sit beside you
where in your arms i shall lay
hoping you'd take me back after it all
it wasn't that bad
i told you i'd never let you down
or let you go
close to my heart is where i promised to keep you so
its somewhere where they'll never get to you
its the love i feel the one flowing from you
its not the end its just beginning
train door closes, and my eyes let go refusing to see you leave
my heart my love and whatever else i gave gone with you
was it love or lust i asked the answer within my and your heart you knew
wish you'd stayed
wish i said i love you again now that you're gone i have nothing left
its just sadness and the hope of having you
wish youd just kiss me and say its ok
but now i know its not true
i know
i know
Friday, June 29, 2007
looong ass day
hellooo, well this week has gone by really fast. got back my results, and they really sucked. oh well better than last years i guess.hmmmm moving on yesterday was kinda long but fun though. well went to school in the morning, and it was supposed to end at 4
but the damn lecturer dint show up at 2. if she had just told us earlier i would have gone home at 12. oh well. so i met joy after school, wanting to play pool. but yesterday being Friday everywhere in bukit timah was full.so we ended up sitting in macs and talking cock. after which went to meet the person who i sadly see almost everyday ahahhahahaha sorry! so we hung out and i finally gotta play pool. hmmm why is it that i always run into divian arun and sharmine whenever i go out with Nadia. so weird. its like wen i go out with other people i never run into them but then when i hang with her their always there. oh well so i finally got home at 12 and i left home at like 730 in the morning. thank god i could finally sleep!
but the damn lecturer dint show up at 2. if she had just told us earlier i would have gone home at 12. oh well. so i met joy after school, wanting to play pool. but yesterday being Friday everywhere in bukit timah was full.so we ended up sitting in macs and talking cock. after which went to meet the person who i sadly see almost everyday ahahhahahaha sorry! so we hung out and i finally gotta play pool. hmmm why is it that i always run into divian arun and sharmine whenever i go out with Nadia. so weird. its like wen i go out with other people i never run into them but then when i hang with her their always there. oh well so i finally got home at 12 and i left home at like 730 in the morning. thank god i could finally sleep!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
hello
well so i have finally got back to the gym. took toolong a break i think.anyhow so life's back to normal school and home and well going out and the occasional going to work. hmmm gymming again sounds fun to me. anyhow im not emo and neither is the stuff i write. its just you know creative. hmmmm you know i think i should really tell people i have a blog. cause like only 4 or5 people know i have one kinda funny i guess. sooooooo tmr madina says shes gonna take me to some place called tea party. earlier she said shes gonna was at tea party, and i thought it was a tea party.was kinda funny actually. and my darn bro keeps telling writing comments on how i take steriods. knn stop it aaron. people actually think i really take em thanks to you. anyhow thats all for now so ciao!
Monday, June 25, 2007
hmmm well i acted for the first time on friday, and i kinda forgot a line. but its ok cause like no one noticed. and to whoever reads this i do not sasshay! does anyonw have the song clothes off by gym class heroes?
anyhow as i was gonna say schools started oh well what difference, i had school everday during the hols.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
let life go on i dunnoe wad im talking about i dont feel lie riting rite now
so ciao!
anyhow as i was gonna say schools started oh well what difference, i had school everday during the hols.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
let life go on i dunnoe wad im talking about i dont feel lie riting rite now
so ciao!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
how u feel
is it pretty and joyful
or the pitifulness of what u have become
do the lies you tell make you perfect
or does it make you sad
do you feel sad everytime you open your eyes
or does it make u happy
how did you look into my eyes
with all those lies
does it make you feel good to know im gone
each day passes without my thinking of your touch
its like the emptiness the feeling of the unholy thoughts
i wish you'd just leave me alone
but you keep haunting me with memories of the past
this time i know its over i keep telling itll be the last
but it never ends no matter how hard i try
why dont u just leave and go
why cant i just be along
why do u have to stay
why did u say
why did u have to stay
why did u have to stay
is it pretty and joyful
or the pitifulness of what u have become
do the lies you tell make you perfect
or does it make you sad
do you feel sad everytime you open your eyes
or does it make u happy
how did you look into my eyes
with all those lies
does it make you feel good to know im gone
each day passes without my thinking of your touch
its like the emptiness the feeling of the unholy thoughts
i wish you'd just leave me alone
but you keep haunting me with memories of the past
this time i know its over i keep telling itll be the last
but it never ends no matter how hard i try
why dont u just leave and go
why cant i just be along
why do u have to stay
why did u say
why did u have to stay
why did u have to stay
the truth hurts
so well i was thinking about what someone or well what 2 people said yesterday or what i think was yesterday. i am never serious. is it true? well anyhow i asked another friend just now, and he said i was never serious either. its quite strange how i have changed, i am never serious no matter what. crap! maybe i should stop being playful and start becoming serious. but then i think ill be boring. but hmmmm........
i dunoe maybe being serious and being matured is fun. well if it is i dunnoe
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so screwed up
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dunoe maybe being serious and being matured is fun. well if it is i dunnoe
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so screwed up
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
its getting to me
well the days have been very long of late and im starting to despise waking up in the morning. i used to miss getting dreams and nightmares, but now they dont seem to stop. its like everyone keeps dying in my dream. itll be kinda freaky if it was true. think im not getting enough sleep. i needa let out steam soon! anyhow maybe a run should do it well hopefully. getting tired of going to school constantly. it seems like there is no hols. its not as fun as i thought it would be well hope that it will be sooooooon.
for fucks sake will it end soon, why dont i die in my dreams i wanna leave earth!
for fucks sake will it end soon, why dont i die in my dreams i wanna leave earth!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
stay
said u dont gotta go
this aint the end
i wish there was more
but maybe this is it
you dont have to leave
you dont gotta walk out the door
if u stay for just another night
ill love you like theres no more
we can hold each other
to the break of dawn
u can hold me tight
like your in love
or carelessly caress me
like i was as important as he
but it ends there
i wish it didn't
but its not up to us
if fate was so kind to show me another life
i'd hold you close before i leave
and breathe down your neck
and hope you fall for me for just that one time
i'd hold that second for the rest of time
like everything meant nothing.
its become so lonely without you
tell me its gonna end
cause this has gotta die
or ill be held in this emptiness forever
this aint the end
i wish there was more
but maybe this is it
you dont have to leave
you dont gotta walk out the door
if u stay for just another night
ill love you like theres no more
we can hold each other
to the break of dawn
u can hold me tight
like your in love
or carelessly caress me
like i was as important as he
but it ends there
i wish it didn't
but its not up to us
if fate was so kind to show me another life
i'd hold you close before i leave
and breathe down your neck
and hope you fall for me for just that one time
i'd hold that second for the rest of time
like everything meant nothing.
its become so lonely without you
tell me its gonna end
cause this has gotta die
or ill be held in this emptiness forever
Sunday, June 17, 2007
empty
woke up on the floor from last night
and she was gone
all i could see was the empty light of dawn
i knew now that she was out
all i could feel was your little touch
the sadness it overcomes the joy
of what was meant to be an empty heart
if i had seen you just for the last time
i would have held so dear and close
feeling ur every touch was more then
i could hope
but now its all gone im just an empty vessel
oh how i wished it was all just a dream
and how u left means nothing to me
but now its over and i want you to return
from this empty dream
and she was gone
all i could see was the empty light of dawn
i knew now that she was out
all i could feel was your little touch
the sadness it overcomes the joy
of what was meant to be an empty heart
if i had seen you just for the last time
i would have held so dear and close
feeling ur every touch was more then
i could hope
but now its all gone im just an empty vessel
oh how i wished it was all just a dream
and how u left means nothing to me
but now its over and i want you to return
from this empty dream
Friday, June 15, 2007
random thing
You might agree with
it, but when it actually happens 96%
of girls dont realize it 'til it is
too late and that guy who did it is so
frustrated that he has moved on to
someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other
guys.
We don't care if you're friends with
other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without
even introducing us, yeah, it pisses
us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're
still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but
at 2 in the morning we do get a little
concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we
freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
One of the sexiest thing about a girl
is her confidence.
Don't be mad when we hold the door
open.
Take Advantage of the mood i'm in.
let us pay for you! dont "feel bad"
about it
We enjoy doing it. It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for
us.
If we're going out with you in the
first place, you don't have to feel
the need to wear the shortest skirt
you have or put on every kind of
makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not
what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all
dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You
have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word
"handsome"/"beautiful"
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if
you aren't being treated right by a
guy, dont wait for him to
change. ditch him.
sorry, disgrace to the male population
ass and find someone who will treat you
with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel, or what
you do.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"i love you". and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
Tips for the less experienced:
*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand,
gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than
once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with
him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to
her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his
arm around you, tilt your head on his
shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves
you,
look deep into her eyes, give her a
peck
on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under
the stars, put your head on his chest
and close your eyes as you listen to
his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your
hands with hers.
well i thought this was rather interesting, someone posted it on frenster
hmmmm..................
drama seems to be taking up time, the most active i have ever been in school!
oh well
it, but when it actually happens 96%
of girls dont realize it 'til it is
too late and that guy who did it is so
frustrated that he has moved on to
someone who will take notice.
From a guys point of view:
We don't care if you talk to other
guys.
We don't care if you're friends with
other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without
even introducing us, yeah, it pisses
us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're
still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but
at 2 in the morning we do get a little
concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we
freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
One of the sexiest thing about a girl
is her confidence.
Don't be mad when we hold the door
open.
Take Advantage of the mood i'm in.
let us pay for you! dont "feel bad"
about it
We enjoy doing it. It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for
us.
If we're going out with you in the
first place, you don't have to feel
the need to wear the shortest skirt
you have or put on every kind of
makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not
what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all
dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You
have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word
"handsome"/"beautiful"
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if
you aren't being treated right by a
guy, dont wait for him to
change. ditch him.
sorry, disgrace to the male population
ass and find someone who will treat you
with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel, or what
you do.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"i love you". and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance
Tips for the less experienced:
*Holdin Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand,
gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than
once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with
him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to
her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his
arm around you, tilt your head on his
shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves
you,
look deep into her eyes, give her a
peck
on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under
the stars, put your head on his chest
and close your eyes as you listen to
his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your
hands with hers.
well i thought this was rather interesting, someone posted it on frenster
hmmmm..................
drama seems to be taking up time, the most active i have ever been in school!
oh well
Thursday, June 14, 2007
waiting for the 7.18
well so when i thought id finally have friends from school to hang out with, besides my classmates i thought heck its gonna be fun, but hmmm lately it seems to with just one person, crap!
but it aint that bad i mean its kinda fun hanging. but my other friends have disappeared, i have never hung out wid someone for 5 days in a row kinda new actually, but fun still. at least i wont be only crazy person around then!
anyhow so i have invited 3 people to watch me act in wad appears to be only 1 scence for now. hmmmm i dont think theyll laugh and now my sister is coming as well.
i miss running and wanting to go and do real boxing, and all the sporty things i wanted to do.
i have changed alot this past year, well actuall since school started.and alot in my life has changed as well, people who were close are non existent quite sad to think about it. oh well thats life!
anyhow gotta go meet my only crazy friend in abit. and yes shawn you are my real friend.
well ciao for now
but it aint that bad i mean its kinda fun hanging. but my other friends have disappeared, i have never hung out wid someone for 5 days in a row kinda new actually, but fun still. at least i wont be only crazy person around then!
anyhow so i have invited 3 people to watch me act in wad appears to be only 1 scence for now. hmmmm i dont think theyll laugh and now my sister is coming as well.
i miss running and wanting to go and do real boxing, and all the sporty things i wanted to do.
i have changed alot this past year, well actuall since school started.and alot in my life has changed as well, people who were close are non existent quite sad to think about it. oh well thats life!
anyhow gotta go meet my only crazy friend in abit. and yes shawn you are my real friend.
well ciao for now
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Friday, June 8, 2007
CRAP!
well the exams are finally over, i sat at the school bus stop after for like 2hours talking, ahhaah and i dint realise the time, oh well
saw sanjay on the bus been awhile since i saw him, his grown a lot taller, and then i became shoert again crap!!!!!!!
hmmm well tonight was really stunning. at like 530 i pictured myself sleeping in bed by 9, my legs were aching from all the squats! who knew going to a church dudes house would end up in me drinking so much of wine! its wherever i go quite sad to think of it. hmmm well saw a bunch of people from my primary school there, so dint expect that. anyhow after being sent home by a very nice person, saw my brothers, and half of the shunfu people there. its quite weird, suddenly not feeling like ur wud ur own anymore. its like im a stranger now like i dont matter anymore oh well, should have gotten used to that. guess the niceness would only last for awhile should have known better.
quite sad to think about it. oh well guess thats my life. well ciao for now
saw sanjay on the bus been awhile since i saw him, his grown a lot taller, and then i became shoert again crap!!!!!!!
hmmm well tonight was really stunning. at like 530 i pictured myself sleeping in bed by 9, my legs were aching from all the squats! who knew going to a church dudes house would end up in me drinking so much of wine! its wherever i go quite sad to think of it. hmmm well saw a bunch of people from my primary school there, so dint expect that. anyhow after being sent home by a very nice person, saw my brothers, and half of the shunfu people there. its quite weird, suddenly not feeling like ur wud ur own anymore. its like im a stranger now like i dont matter anymore oh well, should have gotten used to that. guess the niceness would only last for awhile should have known better.
quite sad to think about it. oh well guess thats my life. well ciao for now
Thursday, June 7, 2007
dead!
hello everyone another day gone and another day i died in school, the tests seemed to just get harder, not like last years papers. god knows what the schools trying to do. oh well i guess im dead tmr again.anyhow well today went by soo fast, i woke up went to school and came home, and it was 7 already its like the day just went by and i have no idea what happened. it was like that in the exam hall as well 1 second its started and then the next its over. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
well im just hoping tmr is like the paper the lecturer gave us for once.hmmm everyone seems to think it was hard cept for maybe one or two people.well guess i gotta studay for my last paper cant wait for 12 freaking 30 tmr. then itll be over and 2 weeks of holidays!
anyhow gotta study now for tmr
so ciao
well im just hoping tmr is like the paper the lecturer gave us for once.hmmm everyone seems to think it was hard cept for maybe one or two people.well guess i gotta studay for my last paper cant wait for 12 freaking 30 tmr. then itll be over and 2 weeks of holidays!
anyhow gotta study now for tmr
so ciao
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
hello people, today= second day of death with the common tests.i think tomorrow will be alot better well hopefully.anyhow todayat school people were staring at me weirdly. wads wrong with licking ice cream,and the jelly thing got really looong.it looked interesting though. kinda felt weird having something so long go into my mouth and down my throat.
hmmm, kinda like never mind ahhahahah.
anyhow i did some of del, bloody borin seems altir, so long i can use my calculator to anser everything.well 2 days left and then 2 weeks of HOLIDAYS, i never thought that that word would ever sound so good. anyhow i needa get back to my books so ciao for now
hmmm, kinda like never mind ahhahahah.
anyhow i did some of del, bloody borin seems altir, so long i can use my calculator to anser everything.well 2 days left and then 2 weeks of HOLIDAYS, i never thought that that word would ever sound so good. anyhow i needa get back to my books so ciao for now
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
hmmmm...... hello everyone
hello, well after 3 years of contemplating wether or not to have one these online blog thingys, a friend of mine called madina who was super bored said shell make one for me. well she should thank me cause i kinda gave
her something to do. hahahahHAHAhah ok fine i noe ur nice.
so im wondering who on earth is gonna really read this.anyhow im alexander felix and i dont noe y im lifeless.
well basically ill be 18 soon, and i realise that life has come to be boring and pointless. im really fat, kinda got no hair and ageing too fast i look like im 52.
ok fine neither of those are true, shit im bored!
maybe i am lifeless, well today was interesting, it involved me sticking my hand into a very small hole and pulling something out, not smtin i wanna do again,hahahahaa.
anyhow seeing how i have no idea wad else to write, i shall rite an interesting post on saturday or sunday when im surely to have passed out and cane remember much, well ill try to write wad i can remember!
well ciao for now!
her something to do. hahahahHAHAhah ok fine i noe ur nice.
so im wondering who on earth is gonna really read this.anyhow im alexander felix and i dont noe y im lifeless.
well basically ill be 18 soon, and i realise that life has come to be boring and pointless. im really fat, kinda got no hair and ageing too fast i look like im 52.
ok fine neither of those are true, shit im bored!
maybe i am lifeless, well today was interesting, it involved me sticking my hand into a very small hole and pulling something out, not smtin i wanna do again,hahahahaa.
anyhow seeing how i have no idea wad else to write, i shall rite an interesting post on saturday or sunday when im surely to have passed out and cane remember much, well ill try to write wad i can remember!
well ciao for now!
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